Am I just stuck inside this world known as a fantasy?
Am I just blindly chasing something only I can see?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah
Was I created to just pay bills til I’m under earth?
And is it too much to set my price and get paid what I’m worth?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah

I’m growing tired, you tired, we tired of trying to stay awake even though we slowly dying
I’m making my change, I’m completing deposits
My dreams they keep calling, no longer declining
Swipe to the calendar, plan my approach
I’m still in the game, I held on to hope
I keep a smile but this shit aint no joke
Heaven only knows all of the pain inflicted Not to mention the ones that’s evoked
I was at fault like a crack in the pavement
I was taught debt, my major late payments
They won’t let me negotiate the charges But I’m more than qualified to make arrangements
Do more than just say it, that’s when the pressure comes in
Bitches be hitting my line, but I’m not a captain, I can not save you my friend

Am I just stuck inside this world known as a fantasy?
Am I just blindly chasing something only I can see?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah
Was I created to just pay bills til I’m under earth?
And is it too much to set my price and get paid what I’m worth?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah

I’m growing older and wiser, I’m stronger and finer like wine in a cellar for years I been grinding
I’m keeping my focus, the trees I smoke less
The lessons I learned made me retrace my steps
I had to accept it’s some things I can’t change
Not too out of touch to reach out, I got range
If you don’t like it, I love it, I’m covered, my art on display, I’m still private in public
I stay in my lane, why switch it up now?
Was always a loner, I don’t need a crowd
I need to vent, for my sins I repent, but I’m never regretting the way it played out
I was stressed out, couldn’t count the amount
Can’t skip the process, the work is laid out
Demanding an answer, I caused enough damage
Create with my soul, solo taking my chances

Cause I’ve had enough of.... "linking up"
I read the signs wrong, we do not match up
The spark of the flame not the only thing missing
Why wish for progression when lacking consistence?
I tell myself, "Okay... I get it, I get it!"
Drill it in my head the point of repeating
Treat the odds like Michael Jackson, I beat it
My questions got answers, remembered my reasons
I’ve had enough of.... "linking up"
I read the signs wrong, we do not match up
The spark of the flame not the only thing missing
Why wish for progression when lacking consistence?
I tell myself, "Okay... I get it, I get it!"
Drill it in my head the point of repeating
Treat the odds like Michael Jackson, I beat it
My questions got answers, remembered my reasons, let’s get it

Am I just stuck inside this world known as a fantasy?
Am I just blindly chasing something only I can see?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah
Was I created to just pay bills til I’m under earth?
And is it too much to set my price and get paid what I’m worth?
These are my questions, yeah
These are my questions, yeah